GMT says otherwise but I am where I am and it's March.
Emotional purge of a month. So much dug out. Thanks for being there for me E2, it's taken 16 years but I do feel like I can rely on you.
March does feel like more of an ending than December, and April does feel more like a beginning than January. Call me a fool call me what you will but I think the Chinese are right about this one. A toast to the new year. Or new something.
First shower in 3 days felt like a damn baptism. Disillusioning bittersweet disappointment for me, but a cause for celebration for everyone around me. But then I felt remarkably better. Like I didn't know how much I needed to feel clean until I did feel clean. Is this why all those marks choose religion? Or just one of the fringe benefits? Freedom of mind by way of illusion. I can see the appeal.
I don't know what I'm going to do but it doesn't matter. Enough getting caught up in the past and enough of obsessing about the big picture when it comes to the future. Square one.